well well well. look at the time. i'm still wide awake. i dont intend to sleep tonight. school starts at 7.30am. goodluck nazrynn. this alone time can kill me. here i am sitting infront of the computer. i hate it. my mind goes wild. everything seems to be entering my mind one by one. good/bad memories. quiet surrounding is good. but evil. hiya.

when you look at a picture of young kid till he's a teen, you'll go. omg you've grown so big! look at those arms and legs. what the hell am i trying to say here? hmm. people change. people like me and you. its up to us whether we want to adapt to that changes or simply let it go. i've tolerated a whole lot with that change in you. and you get all mad over me changing. one part of me still remain the same that is my love for you. and you do not get it. oh why do i even bother explaining. you just don't get it. huge sigh la kan.

what do i do now kak? sobs.