It’s still best to wait for the right person, because life’s too short to waste on the wrong one.

I was really sad about it for a while. The worst kind of sad too, the kind where you know, deep down, that there’s nothing you can do even though you wish you could.

:(

I bet it makes you laugh, watching me work so hard to reach you. You never gave a damn about all the things that I did to please you.

i am so exhausted.

well there's a first for everything right? i've tried two new things. and sorry herlina didnt send you home. :( labrador with families after that. seeing people fish make me sad. :( almost everything now make me sad. :(

i feel like walking. walking non-stop. walking away from here. walking far away from here. walking far far away from here. to never look back. to never stop and think. to just keep on going till i feel ok.

i am sad. i am very very sad. big sigh. :(
huge sigh. :(

rise and shine people. the birds are chirping. the sun is rising. and i'm all set to partayy! [?] k chillax nazrynn. pagi2 bute dah gila. ape steam ni? well, i have not slept yet since yesterday. i dont know why, i just couldnt sleep. maybe because i was waiting for something. k - shh. yadayadayada.

stay or go? you decide.

everything about you is perfect to my eyes.
that is why i love you.

i need answers to live.
sigh.

woke up at 4pm. i still walk like old women.

Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, give someone, do for someone - it will never be enough. And you have to decide if it’s worth it to keep throwing your heart at their feet, so that they can walk all over it one more time.

i dont know what to do now.
help me please.

happy birthday pakcik!
dah tua, stop being childish. dah diam ah.
;P

problems walking currently.

being the program officer is tooots leceh. i'm a key princess [ehk? princess? oh tak eh? hehh]. up and down up and down opening and locking doors. fuh. working alone is scary. especially when you need to open doors to an empty classroom all alone at night. i love you herlina. bbq was awesomez. its hard to eat my satay, especially when people kept calling me to open more doors. fuk. and then when i came back, its all gone. sobs.

slept around 4am [eating bbq chickens at night?], which explains why i am so god dammit fucking tired and sleepy now. will definitely sleeping like there's tomorrow later on. case bomb meletup tak bangunnye.

k dah. selamat tinggal.
go, barang baru dah tunggu.

painsss.

sayonara people.
better miss me a lot.
;D

how sweet is the husband. hrr.

my eyes, my body still has not gotten its rest since i dont know when. i've been watching movies after movies. gosh i need a break. but noooo, i've got camp tomorrow. no resting for sure. i've yet to pack my stuffs. and there's stuffs that needs to bought. huge sigh.

i better run along now.

just finish watching wizards of the waverly place the movie. cool movie man. and fuck i find david henrie hot! whoo. meltsssss. what a brother sisterly love. so cute and touching. make me cry.

hotsss.

and here i am still awake munching down my wiggles choco-coated mocha mallows. stuck with fb games while waiting for new moon to finish loading. what?! sigh. the temptation is too overwhelming i could not take it. boohoo. what a failure.

upin dan ipin. gosh they are so adorable. oh my god nazrynn. baru sekarang want to watch their show? ketinggalan zaman i know. heh.

don't you think my hair has grown?!

and so i happily went to jurong point to buy my wiggles choco-coated mallows. skipping like some kid whose on the way to buy ice-creams downstairs. but! jeng jeng jeng. they are out of wiggles choco-coated mallows! i feel like stomping the ground and cry out loud till they re-stock my wiggles choco-coated mallows. in the end i went home with wiggles choco-coated mocha mallows, sushi's, two packets of hokkien mee, slurpee and a cookie.

satisfied? not really.

now that i have my oxygen, i want to go buy my wiggles choco-coated mallows. i will ask mama money for three packets of wiggles choco-coated mallows. whoo. and perhaps i shall ask mama if she wants me to buy any groceries too. feelingfeeling good girl today. hey! i'm always good girl k. yeahhhh righttt. well who asked you. wtf?

lets go G O go.

happiness in the wee hours.
how awesome.
;)