happy 16th birthday mohd iryadiy.
i wonder how many times i've said this. skateboard skateboard. hmm.

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i have so many things to write before but my mood isn't that good now.
booo hoooo. booo hoooo. booo hoooo. booo hoooo. booo hoooo. booo hoooo.
D:

i feel like running away.
somewhere far far far away. i don't have the strength to go through all of this. fuck. sometimes i wish i would be someone who doesn't care about stuffs. that would be better. but no, i'm not things can't go on like this. i would be a killer if things were to continue. nazrynn not strong. nazrynn want to run. nazrynn not happy. nazrynn can't lie to herself. what is this fuck.