the plan of going to school yesterday failed. i guess i rather not come school than serving 2 hours of detention. pui! blablabla.

went ikea today. i dont know for what. i was so bored and pissed off at home. so why not? i'm freaking pissed off with many things today. and for that i handed in a blank math test. excluding the doodling of rainbows, snowman and cows. what is this? and how one msg can make me feel so calm yet at the same time brings tears to my eyes. the thing that makes me happy like crazy, makes me feel crushed at the same time. i can't be happy is that it?

all i asked for is one day. i just need to know.
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