webcaming would be much better if the other party was to have a webcam too! haha. tu la haziq. make me shiok sendiri throughout the whole conversation.

i dont know why it always resulted to me doing stupid things after that particular minutes of torture. i suppose its a way of releasing the pain and sadness. at least i don't cut myself like some emo-kia[?]. well, nazrynn is a very patient lady. very patient. its just so sad people take advantage of her like nobody's business. how stupid of me. very.

wednesday and thurs, a promised made.
if not, i dont know what other stupid things i would do next.
hrr.

eating is a torture.
for now.
:O