sometimes i wish i could run away from everything. every single thing. but i know running away won't solve anything. so why run? but it just sucks so badly that you wouldn't want to face reality at all. wishing to drop dead that very second(so called substitute of running away) so that you wouldn't hear anything or telling anything.

yes, truth hurts. it sucks atcually. but everyone wants to know the truth. i've made a mistake. i've made a terrible mistake. no point regretting. nasi sudah menjadi bubur or should i say no point crying over spilled milk. but i can make amends from my mistakes. if i was given a second chance. to earn back the trust that i lost from my stupidity. stupid. urgh.

i'm sorry mohd iryadiy.
forgive me.
:(