everything is so wrong.

i told mr yang that my sudden change of attitude is only temporary. can like that? well, things are just going downhill. down down down. i hate it. i hate the way things are currently. i'll be patient with it. i'll go through it like civillised people. i've always been going back on my words. i hate that particular part of me. its time for a change. yes. i'm changing. world.

iryadiy?