sigh. finally finish updating my diary. no more un-updated events. looks more tidy now. i guess. i dont know. everything is short short short. except for today.

not understanding is bad. sigh. puffy puffy eyes. horrible state. at times like this, i need comfort. but its seems that with two calls only. he has given up. oh. how sad. very. 

even if i didnt reply, i hope you still pick me up tomorrow.

if not....

:(