math test today is hard. super hard. i did anyhow. a confirm fail. home-econ too was a torture. a confirm fail too i supposed.
after the test, iryadiy said that daniel want to meet me. just for awhile. the thought of meeting him frightened me. i dont know why. embarrassed i supposed. we hadn't talk in person before just to let you all know. today was the first. and it went bad. i think he thinks that i'm like so whatever now. because i'm like so shy and keeps walking off. and just now at library, i went off without saying goodbye. how could i. i quickly went back outside the library to see if he notices me outside then tried waving goodbye. but he just like stand at the door and i notices a look on his face that saddened me and he went back inside the library. i think he hates me now. wow hate is a very strong word, lets just say he kind of dislike me now. i think. that's my own thinking. i haven't talk to him yet. asked iryadiy whether daniel is angry or not and he says that he is not. he should have known that daniel might be angry and just didn't want to let me know. i don't know. i don't want to make any wild guesses. so let me just keep quiet for now. yeah. that's the best thing to do. i hope/think. hiya. oh nvm.
went to follow herlina cut hair at JE, her usual place to cut hair. her face now very cute. haha. i also went to cut hair. again. i know. haha. i didn't manage to take picture just now. so sad cant show you guys. haha. lol. on the way home, in the bus, saw this hong kah guy that look like daniel sey. haha. even herlina agrees. daniel long lost twin i supposed. lol. ok anyway. this is what herlina look like now. and bye. (:
after the test, iryadiy said that daniel want to meet me. just for awhile. the thought of meeting him frightened me. i dont know why. embarrassed i supposed. we hadn't talk in person before just to let you all know. today was the first. and it went bad. i think he thinks that i'm like so whatever now. because i'm like so shy and keeps walking off. and just now at library, i went off without saying goodbye. how could i. i quickly went back outside the library to see if he notices me outside then tried waving goodbye. but he just like stand at the door and i notices a look on his face that saddened me and he went back inside the library. i think he hates me now. wow hate is a very strong word, lets just say he kind of dislike me now. i think. that's my own thinking. i haven't talk to him yet. asked iryadiy whether daniel is angry or not and he says that he is not. he should have known that daniel might be angry and just didn't want to let me know. i don't know. i don't want to make any wild guesses. so let me just keep quiet for now. yeah. that's the best thing to do. i hope/think. hiya. oh nvm.
went to follow herlina cut hair at JE, her usual place to cut hair. her face now very cute. haha. i also went to cut hair. again. i know. haha. i didn't manage to take picture just now. so sad cant show you guys. haha. lol. on the way home, in the bus, saw this hong kah guy that look like daniel sey. haha. even herlina agrees. daniel long lost twin i supposed. lol. ok anyway. this is what herlina look like now. and bye. (:
