Thursday, December 24, 2009


ive not been updating my blog as often ey?
well, reason is simple. i've moved.
Muahahahah
relink okay. ^^

but this blog of mine would still exist.

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i'm slowly learning to accept reality. and i'm patiently waiting for a proper goodbye. i thought i was strong. i thought i can handle it. but when i saw whats on your phone, fuck immediate turn off. we'll just see how okay?

grr.

Monday, December 21, 2009

SIAL JEK.

Boy has a Girlfriend.
Boy fights with Girlfriend a lot.
But Boy still seem to love Girlfriend?
Then Boy meets new Girl.
Who's nice, easy to talk to, seem to be able to click and all!
Boy starts to enjoy being with Girl cause i believe it's a form of relieve for Boy.
Boy also starts to go out behind Girlfriend's back with Girl.
Girl layans Boy, eventhough she is aware that Boy has a Girlfriend.
Boy LIKE UH!
Girl layan Boy what!
Boy happy uh, get more excited and layan Girl more.

Then of course this is the happily ever after part.

Girl falls for Boy.
Boy obviously falls for Girl already.
Boy feels he doesn't love Girlfriend anymore.
Boy starts to pick a major fight with Girlfriend.
Girlfriend pleads Boy to stay because she loves him. yadayadayada.
Boy leaves Girlfriend and end their relationship.
Boy ends up with Girl?

Friday, December 18, 2009

imagine, that shirt is from longlong ago back when i was young.
mom didnt have the heart to throw it away.

i'm so lazy to buy school books later on. pfft.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

knowing nothing about someones past. its hard.
i've got incomplete stories. which makes things harder.
hmmm.

i shall no longer hide.
its been awhile since i've really done something for someones birthday. two hours to complete that short comic. you better appreciate it afifi.

anyways, happy 17th birthday!
:D

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i'm super pissed off. she almost made me teared. infact i did. patiently waiting. there's a limit to ones patience. and in the end, i didn't even get to send what i did on time. my hardwork to send on the dot. i am sorry. tsk. and i am deeply disappointed with myself.

:(

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

tell me you didn't mean what you said.
Jang Geun Suk is hot. You're Beautiful, very addictive korean drama to someone like me. hehe.
saranghaeyo. ^^
meltsss.
being sad
with the right people
is better than being happy
with the wrong ones.

Monday, December 14, 2009

smiles are free true enough?

when the one you love says,
"i'll love you forever.."

just smile and say,
"warn me when forever starts to end.."
get the message?

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Dong Ho <333 meltss.
parents good mood. what's the occassion huh? haha.
gonna be fucking fat i know. huhu.
wanna join us?

any minute now.
ding dong.
:D
happy fool.
<3
i'm dedicating this post to lan star:
finally dah kahwin pe kak?! fuh. dah maju ah lu. boleh last long tak? eh mesti boleh punya. wa caya sama lu. haha. kk sayang kau. biar satu dunia tahu k.

hehehe.
:P
can you feel my heartbeat?

its like my heart is going to go popped!
gosh.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Shin Dong Ho. melts.
he's 15 yo. ^^

Friday, December 11, 2009

have your heart ever beat so fast after receiving a message from someone?
no matter what you do [play games etc.] your heart still can't seem to slow down.
then your heart jumped again, more vigourously this time round.
the reply.

exercise in wee hours.
good for health.
i need aircon.
shh.